I have the right to mock Detroit ; I live in its state , and a state of terror , in turn , lives in me .

I always physically applaud when I log into my blog , because so often I type things worthy of such fervor . And when I don't type " worthy " things , I always counter-applaud after logging out . This counter-applauding cannot be described here , as they involve everything that self mutilation entails , and then some . Indeed , I've been typing with the base of my neck as of late .